hmm....poured so hard this morning and being exhausted from last night...i decided to take a break from school....
i know i could've done more and probably just went to the "enigma" party but no....i didn't, i just stayed home and rested...hate this MIT quarterm...
...ahh 8 months...last time i posted on the 28th of a month was in april...*i think*well here goes...
hehe my thoughts are pretty clouded right now...and i can't express myself clearly but i'll try my hardest...
being in my first ever relationship with someone i really like...made me think..."what should i do"? or "am i doing this right?"...but as it progressed i soon figured out that there are no rules...and all you need to remember was... 1. love her and 2.be yourself....that's why she fell inlove with you in the
first place...was because u were being yourself....
whenever you're with her you feel ever so happy....soon you realize that you're happiest at that same moment....and feel so incomplete when you part...
then you start talking to her on the phone nonstop....at night, during the day...even early mornings...you feel comfort whenever you hear her voice....and then you soon feel that you can't go a day without talking to her...
....love is like that....
ups and downs are also a factor....
you win some...you lose some...having to understand everything....understanding that she can't always be free, she can't always be there for you...you cant always spend time with her no matter how much you miss her.....
it has limitations you must follow.....forcing you to wait.....sometimes longer than expected...
there are disappointments and they really can be heartbreaking....but those are "challenges" i guess that we must overcome....even if your prayers aren't answered...
mistakes you've made come and haunt you....and you really start regretting them by the moment...when this occurs you can't sleep .... feel as sorry as possible for the sin committed...
well...that's how i felt the past 8 happy months....
sorry for the crappy present tricia....for all the mistakes i've made and all the times i wasn't there for you...for the disappointments and everything...
thank you for the love....love you alot ^^ i miss you too...happy monthsary...
i know i could've done more and probably just went to the "enigma" party but no....i didn't, i just stayed home and rested...hate this MIT quarterm...
...ahh 8 months...last time i posted on the 28th of a month was in april...*i think*well here goes...
hehe my thoughts are pretty clouded right now...and i can't express myself clearly but i'll try my hardest...
being in my first ever relationship with someone i really like...made me think..."what should i do"? or "am i doing this right?"...but as it progressed i soon figured out that there are no rules...and all you need to remember was... 1. love her and 2.be yourself....that's why she fell inlove with you in the
first place...was because u were being yourself....
whenever you're with her you feel ever so happy....soon you realize that you're happiest at that same moment....and feel so incomplete when you part...
then you start talking to her on the phone nonstop....at night, during the day...even early mornings...you feel comfort whenever you hear her voice....and then you soon feel that you can't go a day without talking to her...
....love is like that....
ups and downs are also a factor....
you win some...you lose some...having to understand everything....understanding that she can't always be free, she can't always be there for you...you cant always spend time with her no matter how much you miss her.....
it has limitations you must follow.....forcing you to wait.....sometimes longer than expected...
there are disappointments and they really can be heartbreaking....but those are "challenges" i guess that we must overcome....even if your prayers aren't answered...
mistakes you've made come and haunt you....and you really start regretting them by the moment...when this occurs you can't sleep .... feel as sorry as possible for the sin committed...
well...that's how i felt the past 8 happy months....
sorry for the crappy present tricia....for all the mistakes i've made and all the times i wasn't there for you...for the disappointments and everything...
thank you for the love....love you alot ^^ i miss you too...happy monthsary...
Bhe...
Ndi lng nmn kaw may pagkukulang...
Di hamak n mas madami p aqng pagkukulang sau O_O...
Nmn...
Bhe...
I love you...Muuaaah!!