It's supposed to be a day of laughter and tears...my part, it's really only a day for tears and parting with people we either have known for our whole lives or...a simple 4 years in time...no matter how long we've known a person, saying goodbye...leaving a place in your heart, a place of memories a place for laughter and a place for tears...is the hardest thing in the world...
My story...i know i've met lots of people...miss lots of friends...been to different places and thinking that this is one of those times...like from my childhood...me starting over...a new world... well, back then i thought "heck i've felt it before...no biggie" but NO! it's more than that, the connection i've built among my fellow jamers, it's irreplaceable...the feeling of simply letting all that go away and...never to be repeated again...i can't imagine...
...I DONT WANT THIS TO END!!!!!!!!
leaving my alma matter...i'll leave...a peice of me...a peice of my heart and my soul...
no matter what happens to me, no matter where i go, whoever i become...im still a jamer...i'll always be the reian that grew up within the campus of SJA..for four years...that happy guy....always laughing and smiling...the gamer, the "techno-god".
the mixed emotions i feel in my last days...are a cluster of feelings...anger, sorrow, bliss...all compiled together in a ball...ready to hurl...im scared...of the outcome too...
im not ready...i know im not...im content...im happy...im in love and...i feel great....then...BOOM!!!...im out...starting all over...
i dont know if im too pessimistic.....maybe im too blue to think...it's just....parting is TOO soon....
Eventually...we all need to move on...eventually i'll get over this and stop living in the past...always think of the present and most of all the future...because the future is something we should always look forward to....
to all my friends..who get the chance to read this....thank you and...i'll never forget you guys...although grad is still a week away...it's better to do this now before i lose my chance....
i dont like goodbyes....goodbyes are...so painful and heartbreaking....so...for my parting words...instead of goodbye...it's better for me to say "see ya all later" ....later and see you all sometime soon....
long live SJA batch 04-05.....long live!!...
Whaaah! Nagkamali ata aq nung una...ehehe...
Enyweiz...graduation is said to be the happiest and saddest in a h.s. life... Becoz it'll be both an ending and a beginning... Hey, don't worry too much... :( Your friends will always be there. :) Even though you don't see them always they'll remain in your heart :) Dun forget that, ok?
And of course I'll also be here for you! :) At least I'll try...
yes, son it's not goodbye, it's see you later! high school life is so different, so difficult, but memories will remains...your friends will be your friends for life no matter how a far they are, communications is the best way to remain friends forever. thanks to ym,text and to new technology. all i can say are :
Always be a good son!, Study hard, always set a goal and the most important thing is always pray and give thanks to God. We Love you!!!!